How great is our God....

ooo wow its been a year since i write something on this...just a recap of what I have been doing the past year..hmm where do I start..the past years I have been looking for a job.. when got the job I have been laid off over and over again.. it since nothing is going well for me...few weeks ago I got laid off again  :(.. working as UPS driver helper...see nothing good has happen to me..so when I got laid off I feel disappointed myself of whats going on..after that I went on the internet and tries to look for a job and I ve remember that my friend told me that being a security guard is a good career..and I saw so many security guard needs to be hire all over the place...I am like why not..than i pray about it...than I went to Ontario security training to see whats it take to be a security..by the way my friend told me to go there..he told me that I needs to take 40 hours course and pass the license test..I am like why not.. so I went in there took the course and wrote the test..after I finish the course..I am God if you want me to do this help me..after i have written the test.. the professor marked the test.. I felt so scared I thought I am going to fail...the passing grade is 62% after he marked it he told me that I passed by 72%.. I am like ready thank God..than I  waited for my security number to comes in order for me to take the license test..than I asked my small group to pray for me about the test..they have been loving me and supports me in any way..so on the day of the test I was so scared.. I havent done anything like this before...so began the test...I am like this is sooo hard..ya it was the hardest test I have written...after that I thought I was going fail it so badly and they told me that the result like few weeks later..after the test I went home check if the result is in..I took a look at it..I am like 70%.. for real...thank God...here comes the crazy part of it..before the test I went the career foundation for helping me to look for a job since I went there before..and I told them I am going to take the security license test...after that she told me that the license test and license fees can reimburse by them...by the way I didnt know about this..than I gave my invoice for the license test to them..she told me it will takes a couple of weeks for the reimbursement..the next day after I know that I have passed the test..In the morning.. I went and took the passport photo..after that I went to Ontario security training for them to sign the application..than I went to downtown to hand it in...after that I called the career foundation to let them know that I just handed in my application..she told me that when are you going to pick up your money.. I am like ooo wow soo fast..than I went to career foundation to give them the receipt of the licence fees..she told me that she will give it to the manager to see if she can reimburses it and she told me that to call them of the day after..I am like sure..the next day I called them..she told me to come in..so i went there..she met me and with an envelope with money in it..than she told me to sign this I am like ok sure.. I took a look how much I was getting..I was like what..It was the same amount of money as the test and license fees...I am like thank God..and God is a provider...right now I am just thankful of what he have done...oo yea I am waiting on my security license so I can look for a job..soo Fellow God and nothing will go wrong...  Holy by Mat Redman

 You are holy, holy, holy
God most high and God most worthy

Awakening

In our hearts, Lord, in this nation
Awakening
Holy Spirit, we desire
Awakening

For You and You alone
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
For the world You love
Your will be done, let Your will be done in me

In Your presence, in Your power
Awakening
For this moment, for this hour
Awakening

For You and You alone
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
For the world You love
Your will be done, let Your will be done in me

For You and You alone
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
For the world You love
Your will be done, let Your will be done in me

Like the rising sun that shines
From the darkness comes a light
I hear Your voice and this is my
Awakening

Like the rising sun that shines
From the darkness comes a light
I hear Your voice and this is my
Awakening

Like the rising sun that shines
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
From the darkness comes a light
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing

Like the rising sun that shines
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing
Only You can raise a life
Awake my soul, awake my soul and sing 

Good things happen when you are with God

work is not bad its ok.. it is the easiest work that i ever had before..the people are very very nice there..I can take lunch like any time..lol..I am making flower pots right now.. I just going to work here and I will save money for university or college I don't know where to go yet.. Its hard to tell..Over the weekends I went to the mission thing..I think it was interesting On sunday I went to the prayer for japan..they told us to pray for churches and the worker that is in there..it was so powerful..so many people came..most of the speakers speaks 4 different languages oo wow ..It talks about how does the missions people are all relate it and stuff.. it was cool..I am thinking about going to the mission fest this year..but I don't know what it is about yet.. I looked at where that is ...its like across the street from my house I am like ooo wow..ooo yea my dad told me take the tax return its going to be around $2000 ..oo wow I didn't know that it is going to be that much.. God's provides...I am going to live for his name.. and I am going to live it out as a Christian.... I love my brother and sister in my cell group.. they offer me rides and money..just like the bible study..:).. thanks guys

praise the Father, praise the Son
Praise the Spirit, Three in One
Clothed in power and in grace
The name above all other names

His way not my way

Where you go, I'll go 
Where you stay, I'll stay 
When you move, I'll move 
I will follow... 

All your ways are good 
All your ways are sure 
I will trust in you alone 
Higher than my side 
High above my life 
I will trust in you alone 

Where you go, I'll go 
Where you stay, I'll stay 
When you move, I'll move 
I will follow you 
Who you love, I'll love 
How you serve I'll serve 
If this life I lose, I will follow you 
I will follow you 

Light unto the world 
Light unto my life 
I will live for you alone 
You're the one I seek 
Knowing I will find 
All I need in you alone, in you alone 

In you there's life everlasting 
In you there's freedom for my soul 
In you there joy, unending joy 
and I will follow 

God's way

today I woke up and I felt like God is with me.. and I felt like I am new again.. I was looking for a job over the internet.. It say that they are hiring for general labor ... I am like ok sure I will give it a shot...I called the company.. and realize that it was a job agency that is near by my house.. it was like across the street from my house .. I am like ok I will go and take a look..when I went in there .. they told me that they are having a job fair that is going on right now..than I fill out the application and everything after that.. the lady told me that I have a job that is available for you starting tomorrow..ooo yea before theres a woman that is looking for work as well..and she fill out the apps and everything .. she finished before me ... than she went to speaks to her about to see what are the job that is out there .. I didn't expect  that I would get a job.. I am like wow..this is all God's work... and I didn't know that church brother and sister love and care about me that much.. even giving me money when I need it..I told justin that I need some money for gas right... he took everything that he has and gave it to me..right now I am just going to do full time here and try to find out where I want to go to school for part time...thanks for the prayer.. love you guys ....from now on I am going God's way not my own way

¹⁰My son, if sinners entice you, do not give in to them.

    ¹¹ If they say, Come along with us; let's lie in wait for someone's blood, let's waylay some harmless soul;

    ¹² let's swallow them alive, like the grave, and whole, like those who go down to the pit;

    ¹³ we will get all sorts of valuable things and fill our houses with plunder;

    ¹⁴ throw in your lot with us, and we will share a common purse—

    ¹⁵ my son, do not go along with them, do not set foot on theirpaths;

    ¹⁶ for their feet rush into sin, they are swift to shedblood.

I have nothing but I have God and brother and sister

ooo wow its has been a long time since I blog , these days I've been looking for a job ... it has been very rough.. sign.. back than I was doing the door to door sales.. I was selling the water heater.. It was 100% commission .. I wasn't good at that so I didn't make much money ..been well I was doing that .. I was using the money for food, gas and stuff.. till now I don't have any money in my back and don't have money for gas..sign..I share about this to my small group and stuff.. they told me to turn around and build back the relationship with God .. like to trust in him .. know that he loves me... they said they will help me what ever they can... from now on I am doing what God want me to do .. not the devil.. for all these years I haven't been living out as a Christian... In the end of fellowship I told Joannie about what's going on to my life and stuff she shares a song to me .... I know that God and my brother and sister loves me ..

God in my living
There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything

Isaiah

I haven't been into my blog for a long long time now I am going to read Isaiah the whole book..... the last bible study I had with my cell group God had remind me to stop doing my own way but to fellow his direction of what he want me to do....  softball season had started .. I like the covenant of the team ...( to keep each other accountable , be real to the team  etc...) I still dont know what to do in my life yet .. go back to school or work .. God havent show me what to do yet I will pray for it ...

Isaiah 1:1-20  A messege for Rebellious Judah

these verses stands out to me...  verses 16-20 

Wash yourselves and be clean! Get your sins out of my sight.Give up your evil ways. Learn to do good. Seek justice. Help the oppressed. Defend the cause of orphans. Fight for the rights of widows.“Come now, let’s settle this,”says the Lord.“Though your sins are like scarlet, I will make them as white as snow.Though they are red like crimson, I will make them as white as wool. If you will only obey me, you will have plenty to eat. But if you turn away and refuse to listen, you will be devoured by the sword of your enemies. I, the Lord, have spoken!”

what I get out of this is .. we have to ask him to forgives our sins and we have to give our all to him